Lord John and the Brotherhood of the Blade Page 9

  "I had heard something of the matter." Grey put aside his cup, waving away Nortman, hovering with the coffeepot. "But--"

  "And I knew she must be his mistress and not his wife, because I'd met her before--with her husband." She took a demure sip of her freshly filled cup, eyes dancing at him.

  "Who is...?" he prompted.

  "A Mr. Tomlinson. Very wealthy. Member of Parliament for some nasty little borough whose name I forget, in Kent. I met him just the once, at a subscription ball. He's fat, and hasn't two words to rub together; little wonder his wife's taken a lover."

  "Little wonder," Grey murmured, thinking furiously. Tomlinson, Tomlinson... The name rang no bells for him at all. Could he possibly have anything to do with the conspiracy Hal had told him of?

  "What was her concern?" he asked. "And why did she come to Hal?"

  "Well, the captain was arrested on Thursday," Minnie said reasonably. "She naturally wants him released. And evidently Hal is a good friend of the captain's--not that he'd ever mentioned it to me, of course."

  Not that he mentioned it to me, either, Grey thought cynically. And what is our supposedly shirt-lifting captain doing with a mistress? Hal had certainly not mentioned that aspect of the matter to Minnie, though, and a few more questions failed to elicit anything further in the way of information. Mrs. Tomlinson had been distraught, but hadn't known anything beyond the fact that Captain Bates had been arrested.

  "She doesn't even know where he is, poor thing." Minnie's wide, fair brow crinkled in pity. "Do you think you could find out, John? I could send her a note, at least. Anonymously," she added. "I suppose Melton wouldn't like me to sign it."

  "A very reasonable supposition. I'll see what I can find out tomorrow--oh. I forgot; I am leaving in the morning for the Lake District. But I will see what I can discover before I leave."

  "The Lake District?" Minnie stared at him, then at the closed drapes, where the window glass rattled faintly in the wind behind its layers of lace and blue velvet. "In this weather? What is it, a form of family dementia? Next thing you know, your mother will announce her departure for Tierra del Fuego in the midst of a hurricane."

  Grey smiled at her, realizing that it would be injudicious to mention Geneva Dunsany's death to an expectant mother.

  "A prisoner of mine, from Ardsmuir, is paroled there. I must interview him, concerning a few administrative matters"--"administrative" was a word sure to extinguish interest in even the most curious; sure enough, Minnie's eyes showed a faint glaze--"and I must go now, to be sure of returning in time for the wedding, since the regiment will be departing for France soon thereafter."

  "Mr. Fraser? Melton told me about him. Yes, you will have to hurry." She sighed, unconsciously pressing a hand over her abdomen. Hal had said the child was expected in the autumn; there was a good chance that it would be born before his return.

  Grey did his best to distract Minnie from this distressing prospect with the story of his encounter with the O'Higginses in Hyde Park, and succeeded in getting her to laugh again.

  When he left at last, she stood a-tiptoe at the door to kiss his cheek, then looked up at him with unaccustomed graveness.

  "You will be careful, John? My daughter will need her godfather, you know."

  "Daughter?" He glanced involuntarily at her still-flat midsection.

  "She has to be. I really can't bear another man to worry about--going off to the ends of the earth to be cut to pieces or die of flux and plague, wretched creatures that you are." She was still smiling, but he heard the tremor in her voice, and touched her shoulder gently.

  "Godfather?" he said.

  "Don't mention it to Melton; I haven't told him yet."

  "Your secrets are safe with me," he assured her, and her smile grew more natural.

  "Good. But you will be careful, John?"

  "I will," he said, and stepped into the swirling whiteness, wondering as he did so whether it was James Fraser or himself who carried the air of doom that impelled both his mother and Minnie to urge him to carefulness.

  He had it in mind to ask his mother just that, amongst other questions, but discovered upon his return to Jermyn Street that Minnie had perhaps been more astute than he thought in her discernment of a family mania for travel; the countess had indeed departed. Not for Tierra del Fuego, true; merely for a play in Drury Lane--the one which he had hoped to see with Percy Wainwright, ironically enough--after which she proposed to spend the night at General Stanley's house in town, because of the snow.

  The effect upon his own intentions was the same, though, and he was obliged to content himself with writing a brief note to Hal, informing him of his own proposed absence, the date of his return, and a firm statement that he expected to be apprised of any further discoveries apropos the document of interest--meaning the journal page.

  He considered mentioning the possibility that the countess had received a similar page, but dismissed it. Hal had said he would speak with their mother about the page; if she had received another, she would presumably tell him. And Grey had every intention of speaking with the countess himself upon his return from Helwater.

  He was putting down his quill when he recollected the matter of the O'Higginses, and with a sigh, took it up again, this time to write a brief note to Captain Wilmot, under whose authority the O'Higginses theoretically fell--though in fact, he was privately inclined to consider them more a force of nature than properly disciplined parts of a military engine.

  "It's stopped snowing, me lord!" Tom Byrd's voice came faintly to him, and he glanced aside, to see his valet's lower half protruding from the open window. A cold draft wound its way about his ankles like a ghostly cat, but the wind had died. Evidently the storm had passed.

  He came to stand behind Tom, who pulled his head in, red-cheeked from the cold. Everything outside was still, pure and peaceful in a blanket of white. He scooped a bit of fresh snow from the windowsill with his finger and ate it, enjoying the granular feel of it on his tongue as it melted, and the faint taste of soot and metal that it seemed to carry. There was no more than an inch or two upon the sill, and the sky was now clear, a cold deep violet, full of stars.

  "Sun in the morning, I'll be bound," Tom said with satisfaction. "The roads will be clear in no time!"

  "The roads will be mud in no time, you mean," Grey said, but smiled nonetheless. Despite the grim nature of their errand, he shared Tom's lightening of the heart at thought of a journey. It had been a long winter indoors.

  Finished with the packing, Tom had now picked up Grey's discarded greatcoat, coat, and waistcoat, and was turning out the pockets in his usual methodical fashion, putting loose coins into Grey's pocketbook, tossing crumpled handkerchiefs into a pile of dirty linen, setting aside loose buttons to be sewn on, and looking askance at various of the other items contained therein.

  "It's a pritchel," Grey said helpfully, seeing Tom's brows go up over a small pointed metal implement. "Or part of one. Thing for punching nail holes in a horseshoe."

  "'Course it is," Tom said, laying the object aside with a glance at Grey. "Does whoever you lifted it from want it back, you reckon?"

  "I shouldn't think so; it's broken." A pritchel was normally about a foot long; the bit on his desk was only two or three inches, broken from the pointed end.

  Grey frowned, trying to think where on earth he had acquired the fragment. It was true; he had a habit of stuffing things unconsciously into his pockets, as well as a habit of picking up small objects and turning them over in his fingers while talking to people. The result being that he not infrequently came home with the proceeds of inadvertent petty theft in his pockets, and was obliged to return the items via Tom.

  Tom examined a small pebblelike object critically, sniffed it, and determining it to be a lump of sugar from the Balboa, thriftily ate it before picking another object out of a handful of squashed papers.

  "Well, now, this 'un's Lord Melton's," he said, holding up a Masonic ring. "Seen it on him. You been wit
h him today?"

  "No, yesterday." Memory thus jogged, he came to look over Tom's shoulder. "You're right, it is Melton's. I'll send it round to his house by one of the footmen. Oh--and I'll keep that. You can burn the rest." He caught sight of the folded broadsheet he had taken from the coffeehouse, and retrieved it from the pile of paper scraps.

  A faint smell of coffee wafted from the page as he unfolded it, and he experienced a vivid recollection of Percy Wainwright's face, flushed from the heat of the coffee he was drinking. Dismissing the faint sense of warmth this brought him, he turned his attention to the article concerning Ffoulkes.

  The gist of it was much what Hal had told him. Prominent barrister Melchior Ffoulkes, discovered dead in his study by his wife, thought to have perished by his own hand...assorted remarks by persons who had known deceased, general shock and consternation...coroner's inquest to be held...but only vague allusions to what might have caused the man's suicide, and no hint whatever of treason or sodomitical conspiracies, and no mention of Captain Michael Bates, let alone the other fellow Hal had mentioned--Otway? So far, Grey thought cynically, crumpling the newspaper into a ball and tossing it into the fire.

  The thought, though, recalled to him what Minnie had said about the visit of Captain Bates's mistress. It wasn't impossible, he supposed; there were men who enjoyed the favors of both men and women--but it wasn't common, and such persons as he knew of that bent generally displayed a sexual indiscriminacy that seemed at odds with the notion of such a settled relationship as the word "mistress" implied.

  Well...what of it, if Bates were in fact not inclined to men? As he had said to Hal, sodomitical conspiracies were the common resort of any newspaper in need of news. People did love to read about depravity, and if the usual daily reports of arrests, trials, and pillorying for that vice began to pall...

  "Will you need aught else, me lord?" Tom's voice broke his train of thought, and he looked up to see his valet hovering, arms filled with dirty linen and heavy-eyed, obviously longing for his bed.

  "Oh. No, Tom, I thank you. Oh! Perhaps one thing..." He picked up the volume of his father's journal from his desk. "Will you put this on its shelf in the library as you go?"

  "Certainly, me lord. Good night, me lord." Tom dexterously shifted his load in order to free a hand for the book and went out. Grey closed the door behind him and stretched, suddenly overcome by a desire for his own bed. He bent to extinguish the candle, then stopped short.

  Damn, he'd forgotten that he'd promised Minnie to try to discover Captain Bates's whereabouts. Stifling a groan, he uncapped his inkwell and sat down again. Harry Quarry, he thought, would be best placed to discover Bates's circumstances; Harry knew everyone, and liked Minnie. And Harry was a sufficiently intimate friend that he could write bluntly of the matter, without niceties or circumspections.

  Send me word of your discoveries as well, if you will, he wrote, and added the direction for Helwater.

  As he pressed the half-moon signet he wore on his right hand into the sealing wax, he noticed that Hal's Masonic ring and the broken pritchel still lay on his desk. He picked up the ring and rolled it idly between his palms, trying to think if there were any further missives that might come between himself and bed.

  A momentary urge to write to Percy Wainwright flickered in his brain--only a line, to express regret for his absence, a renewed desire to meet upon his return--but the church bells were tolling the hour of midnight, and his mind had grown so fatigued that he doubted his ability to put down even such a brief sentiment coherently.

  His hands relaxed, and the Masonic ring rolled into his left palm, clinking against his own ring. Hector's sapphire.

  Hal shared Grey's nervous habit of fiddling with things as he talked, but was most given to taking his rings on and off--this wasn't the first time he'd lost one. Grey, in contrast, never removed his rings, save to wash.

  He turned his closed hand, so the sapphire glinted in the candlelight, a soft, true blue. The color of Hector's eyes.

  Do you mind? he thought suddenly. About Percy? It was impulse; he expected no reply, and received none.

  Now and then he wished ardently that he had faith in a merciful God and an afterlife in which the dead might live on--Jamie Fraser had such faith; burned with it, in a way that excited both Grey's curiosity and his envy. But Grey was a rationalist. He accepted the existence of God, but had no conviction of the nature of such a being, and no sense that his creator took a personal interest in him. Just as well, considering.

  He flicked Hal's ring idly onto his own middle finger--where it slid down, hanging loosely round his knuckle.

  He frowned at it for a moment, feeling something obscurely wrong, but not realizing what. Then his hand curled tight in reflex.

  His brother's hands were the same size as his own; they routinely took each other's gloves in mistake. Hal wore his ring on his own middle finger. Ergo, it wasn't Hal's ring.

  He took it off and turned it over, squinting in the candlelight, but there was no inscription within, no mark of ownership. He was not a Freemason himself, but had many friends who were; this was a common style of ring.

  "Well, where the devil did I pick you up, then?" he said to it, aloud.

  Chapter 6

  Breakage

  Every time, he thought it would be different. Removed, caught up in the boredom and intermittent terror of a soldier's life, apart from simple daily things, the normal intercourse of humanity--it was understandable that in these circumstances, he would think of Jamie Fraser as something remarkable; use the image of the man as a talisman, a touchstone for his own emotions.

  But surely the effect should lessen, should disappear entirely, when he actually saw the man? Fraser was a Scot, a Jacobite, a paroled prisoner, a groom--no one that he would normally take notice of, let alone regard especially.

  And yet, every time, it was the same, the bloody same. How? Why?

  He would ride up the winding drive at Helwater, and his pulse would already be beating in his ears. He would greet Dunsany and his family, talking cordially of this and that, accepting refreshment, admiring the women's gowns, Lady Dunsany's latest painting. All in an increasing agony of impatience, wanting--needing--to go out to the stables, to look, to see.

  And then to spot him at a distance--exercising a horse, working at the pasture fences--or to come upon him unexpectedly face to face, emerging from the tack room or coming down the ladder from the loft where he slept. Each time, Grey's heart leapt in his chest.

  The lines of neck and spine, the solid curve of buttock and columned thigh, the sun-darkened flesh of his throat, sun-bleached hair of his arms--even the small imperfections, the scars that marred one hand, the pockmark at the corner of his mouth--and the slanted eyes, dark with hostility and wariness. It was perhaps no surprise that he should feel physical arousal; the man was beautiful, and dangerous in his beauty.

  And yet his excitement quieted at once when he was actually in Fraser's presence. A calm descended upon him, a strange content.

  Once he had looked into those eyes, been acknowledged by them--then he could return to the house, go about his business, make conversation with other people. It was as though he was anxious, lest the world have changed in his absence, then reassured that it had not; Jamie Fraser still stood at its center.

  Would it be that way again? It shouldn't be. After all, there was Percy Wainwright now, to divert his attention, engage his interest. And yet...he nodded to Tom, and turned his horse's head into the winding road that led upward to Helwater, feeling an aching in his chest, as though the cold air pressed upon it.

  It shouldn't be, he repeated silently to himself.

  And yet...

  Lord Dunsany had been diminished by his daughter's death. The death of his son during the Rising had aged him suddenly, runnels appearing in the flesh of his face like dry valleys carved by unshed tears. Yet the old nobleman had stood like a rock then, strength for his wife and daughters.

  Now...Du
nsany stood to greet Grey, who was so much alarmed by his appearance that he dropped his hat on the floor of the library and hurried to embrace his friend, moved as much by fear that Dunsany would crumple and fall as by shared grief.

  The old man's wig brushed his cheek, rough and unpowdered; surely Dunsany had been taller, before. The earl's arms were still firm; they clutched Grey with desperate strength, and he felt a deep subterranean quiver run through the desiccated body pressed to his.

  "John," Dunsany whispered, shocking him, for the viscount had never used his Christian name before. "God forgive me, John. It is all my fault."

  "Nonsense, nonsense," he murmured. He had no notion what Dunsany might mean, but gently patted the old man's back, breathing in the dusty scent of his coat, the slight sourness of unwashed skin. He glanced up discreetly; the butler who had opened the door to him stood a few feet away, Grey's hat crushed in his hands and distress at his employer's condition plain on his face.

  "A little brandy, perhaps?"

  The butler vanished with alacrity, in spite of Dunsany's feeble protest that it was barely noon.

  "Noon of a bloody cold, wet, filthy day," Grey said firmly, escorting Dunsany back to the chair from which he had risen. He cleared his throat, for the tears he had not shed for Geneva had risen at sight of her father's pitiable state. He blinked several times, and bent to pick up the poker.

  "Do you call this a fire?"

  "I do, yes." Dunsany was making a gallant effort to recover himself, and managed a wavering smile. "What do you call it?"

  "Completely inadequate." It was a small fire, almost niggardly, though there was a quantity of dry wood, and a basket of peat, as well. Moved by impulse, he stirred the fire recklessly, then tossed two of the peats onto the wakened blaze. The smell of it rose at once in the room, musky, dark, and ancient. It was the smell of Scotland, and a shiver that had nothing to do with the chill of the day ran through Grey's body.

  "That's better." He pulled another chair up to the hearth and sat down, rubbing his hands with affected briskness, meanwhile wondering what on earth to say.